Because Jersey just got colder and I'll have you know I'm scared to death that everything you had said to me was just a lie until you left, now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger, hold me up just a little bit longer, I'm just gone beyond repair.
One song and yet a thousand meanings. Let me explain, one of my all time favourite songs and it was introduced to me by a guy who lead me on and played me. Fun eh?
I don't know why, but it's all I've wanted to listen to lately, and yet it still reminds me of this douche who recorded an acoustic version of it and sent it to me.
It kinda brings me back to remembering not to get my hopes up, and reminds me why this year in particular I've had a lot harder time getting along with guys in general and guys that I've been attracted to.
I guess that brings me to my current concern, the guy I like now. He's proving difficult to get to know, and I really don't understand him what so ever. I don't know whether to wait and see what happens, wait it out or simply just force myself to stop liking him. Sadly the most difficult option is the last. Because there's all the 'what if' scenarios.
Guess he just acted weird when I saw him today but random coincidence.
Ergh, just so much stuff on my mind. And yeah, no one to really tell it all to that can help. Stupid everything.
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